2008-06-12 - 2:40 a.m.
hola, diaryland ppl.
it's been forev's,i know.
crazy shit, right?
i'll try to update on things quickly...
men
matt was married that whole time.
i basically don't talk to anyone i use to then.
i'm just kinda apathetic about things now.
time has matured me into a bitter, cynical, sarcastic old soul [who woulda thunk it.]
shit i do
i'm online a lot.
my life basically revolves around my horses though.
my horse prism is my life.
i love him more than most things.
friends
well, i went to a diff. school than my old friends, so i fell out of contact w/ most of them.
my main ppl i'm still friends with are ryan, ashley, and denise.
denise and i are best friends, period.
yeah, shocker.
family
dad died.
grandma died.
living w/ auntie & crackhead I MEAN uncle now.
uncle is a druggie pretty much.
the rest of my family is psycho and i'm ashamed to share DNA with them.
myself...
not really sure what to write here.
i've changed a lot.
i'm no longer desperate, attemtiopn-seeking, histronic, clingy, whirlwind sarah.
i'm now matured, mellow, apathetic, brooding, walking-contradiction, went-through-the-awkward-years-and-came-out-better-for-it sarah.
i've also comes to terms with my bisexuality.
and yes, i really am bi, not just pretending to be for attention.
as i stated before, i am no longer my o3 self.
different person entirely.
i can't really say everything that needs to be said here...
so just go to either--
my newest livejournal
orrrr
my myspace which i obsessively keep.
my s/n on AIM is xxSCREAMsarah, so you can hit me up on there if you choose.
if you wanna txt just ask for my number, i'm stupid enough to give it to you.
i guess this is kinda my goodbye to diaryland entry.
i felt that this is one of the few chapters in my life i can provide closure for, so, here it is.
take it for what you will.
peacelove&horses
